Holiday Recovery

Ted and I are still undecided on a name.. He likes one I like another so I guess baby 'two' it will have to be! lol I feel a little unsettled that we don't have even one name that would make us both happy but I guess there's still time..

I'm beginning to get the nesting bug BIG TIME. This last weekend we picked up the crib and changing table, assembled them, and have rearranged the kids room. I've been collecting my JoAnn's coupons so that I can get all the measurements and go get the fabric to start on the crib set. We have the bassinet at my parents so I'm sure that will be moving in soon as well.

This years annual family trip to San Francisco was a hit. Savannah had so much fun on the cable car going to the aquarium, playing with all the kids, and enjoying our English high tea. When we were going over the bridge, on our way home, she said "mommy I wanna do san cisco again!" lol The only downfall to the weekend was on the last day we had Cheesecake Factory for brunch and I got food poisoning. It hit around 4 that afternoon and was bad enough that it landed me in the hospital hooked up to an IV for a few hours Monday night. I'm fully recovered now and baby is doing great.

Movements are intense these days! It crazy how much I can feel him all throughout the day. It seems like all of a sudden, out of the blue, I'm able to feel all the action and I love it! Just the other day I actually saw the movement from the outside. It was the craziest thing!! Savannah doesn't have the patience to sit and wait for him to kick, but Ted usually falls asleep holding my tummy. :) My new year's resolution is to start doing my prenatal yoga regularly. Ted got me a DVD and we got a wii for Christmas so there's no excuses! It's time to buckle down and get some exercise!

Burn Baby Burn

People kept asking if I was getting any heartburn and I kept thinking I never would since I've never had problems with that before, but boy was I wrong! I had it really bad last Sunday from eating greasy food, and then again in the middle of the night Thursday from eating jalapenos. I guess I really have to be careful about what I'm eating these days.. Thank goodness the sickness is gone! I just have to stear clear of foods or smells that gross me out, but I'm not nearly as sensative as I was.

I had a customer this week ask me when I was due, I told her May 1st, her reply was, "Aren't you a little big?" I couldn't believe it! It wasn't just what she said, but the way she said it too! Just last week I had someone else ask if I was ever going to get a baby bump! lol I've popped a lot more and it's much easier to notice, even in some of my prego shirts, but I don't think I'm too big!

My doctors appointment today went great. Baby is growing as he should and the heartbeat is nice and strong. I really like my doctor but the problem with Kaiser is there's a slim chance he'll be the one delivering. It's whoever's on call that day which gives me a 1 in 7 chance, so I've started looking into a Doula. I've also started putting together my birth plan and talked to the doctor about some of my wishes, he seems to think it won't be a problem with or without a doula but does recommend one if possible. I'm also going to be signing up for our classes this next week. They won't be until I'm in my 3rd trimester but at least I'll get them on the calendar and get our spot reserved. The next sonogram is Monday since the last was a flop, can't wait to see him squirm all over the place.

I'm truely starting to enjoy this baby in womb bonding experience. The more I can feel him the more real it becomes, and I keep going back to his first pictures in awe. Women's bodies are truely amazing, such intricate design.. :)

Baby "Brodder"

Although Savannah LOVES her baby brodder "two", I'm realizing how much she doesn't really get what's truely going on. After seeing mama take belly pictures she decided she needed her's taken too... to show me the baby in her tummy. lol Then a few nights ago she was laying on "two" and she told me that she's the baby brothers mommy. I said nooo I'm the baby's mommy, and oh boy did that make her upset! It took a little bit of explaining that I'm her mommy AND the baby's mommy, and daddy is her daddy AND the baby's daddy, but that she gets to be the big sister. I'm not sure if she gets the big sister thing, but we haven't had another fit... I've still heard her try and tell people she has a baby in her tummy or she'll aslo try and tell them that her baby brodder hit her. lol It's amazing how such perfect little angels already have that lying nature buit into them.

As far as any updates on my end, I've definitely felt a few good nudges. Last night was a good strong kick that I'm pretty sure would have been felt on the outside. I felt a few more this morning, but still only when I've been laying down flat.

Squirmy!!

Monday's appointment was a flop but we got some fun pictures. The nurse that scheduled it made it too early, they need him to be between 19 and 21 weeks to get the measurements they need and I'm only a few days over 18. Plus he's measuring to be on the smaller side, but if he stays that way I'll be fine with that... the thought of labor is starting to terrify me when I really begin to think about it! My baby was too squirmy to get a good profile picture. His legs and arms were going crazy! He looked like he was swimming, it made my heart flutter with excitement. I also had an "oh crap.." moment. I haven't really had a chance to let being a wife set in, not to mention already having a toddler and then to be throwing a baby in the mix in just a few short months... Yikes!!

These past few days have been sooooo much better as far as sickness goes. I've been feeling great and back to normal, I'm just hoping it stays this way with the holidays just around the corner. I'm also feeling very crafty. I've decided I'm going to make the baby's crib set and I'm anxious to go pick out my fabrics.

Love to all and happy late thanksgiving!!

Baby named "two"

These past few weeks have been rough. Sorry for the delay in posting... I'll try and be better. I had it easy the first trimester which may be because I was too busy with wedding business to really think about anything else. All the sickness I thought I had surpassed has caught up to me and it's made life soo pleasant. (not!) I'm happy to keep any food down and if I can do anything come evening time I'm having a good day. Saltines are good and I try to drink ginger ale but I don't really like the taste of it.

I officially have to rig my pants with rubber bands and wear loose fitting, long shirts that cover my handy work. People tell me I'm still tiny for how far along I am, but I feel gigantic! Maybe I do a good job disguising my real size, or maybe I should just be thankful I'm still considered small... I think I've been able to feel a few movements when I've been laying down flat and held still, I can't wait to feel him moving around more and see a little foot jabbing me in the side. :)

Since finding out that it's a boy I've been getting more excited and ready to start bringing in the blue and green! The kids will be sharing a room but right now it's all pink and green for Savannah. The rug has some light yellows and greens that I'm going to pull for the baby's half. She says she's ready to share her room but she doesn't want him to cry. She also loves laying on her baby "brodder" and wrapping him in her blankie, and when we ask her what she wants to name him she says "two!" Where she got that- I can't tell ya, but it's pretty cute.

We've also started thinking of names... I created a list and was taking votes, but we've since narrowed it down. I'm pretty sure we're going to go with one of four: Conner, Cole, Logan, or Jackson (or Jaxon) and call him "Jax". His first name is going to be William after my dad and grandfather, but like the tradition will go by his middle name. Ted really likes Logan, but I like the idea of Jackson because it would be after Teds grandfather. Our baby would then have family history behind his names. If you have any suggestions we're still open to them, just e-mail me!

Our next appointment is Monday and we'll have another formal sonogram. I can't wait! I'm sure all his developments are just going to be mind boggling.

Will post again soon, promise! <3

The urge for salty!!

Salty anything is heaven sent! Sometimes it's sweet and salty, sometimes it's that sour saltiness... salt salt salt! My food issues haven't fully gone away but I find that I'm constantly going towards things with salt. White chocolate covered pretzels are genius and salt and vinegar chips are addictive. I'm also loving milkshakes, mmm.. just the thought of one makes my mouth water! Healthy diet right?! I've been good about eating plenty of fruit, it's the vegetables I'm having a hard time with.
My body is adjusting to the baby growing, which is giving me lovely stomach pains. At first I thought it was indigestion but I'm getting the intense cramps or stomach aches at all hours of the days] whether or not I've eaten anything. I can't feel any movements yet but I know he's in there squirming around! I just keep thinking of that fast little heartbeat and little skeleton I saw moving around last week, it makes everything worth it.
I'm also getting dizzy spells. I almost pasted out at work the other morning, but as soon as I ate a banana and drank some water I was feeling much better. I'm keeping snacks in my purse and a water bottle near at all times, that little episode freaked me out.
That's about all for the updates so far, until next time! xoxo

It's a boy!!

Wednesday I had my FIRST prenatal doctors appointment. I know it sounds terrible, but with getting married my insurance was in the process of changing and it was a bit complicated to get in any earlier. We went in thinking I was just about 16 weeks, but the doctor wasn't measuring the same. He had a hard time with the 'routine' sonogram so after hearing the heartbeat and trying to say I was only 12 weeks, he ordered a more detailed sonogram to get an accurate reading. Hearing the heartbeat was amazing, it brought tears to my eyes and made everything so real. The details we saw in the second sonogram were mind boggling. Technology is just amazing. We could see his mouth opening and closing, his little arms, and his crisscrossed legs. The technician said she could clearly see the gender and asked if we would like to know.. Ted was beaming from ear to ear when she said it was a boy. I was a little shocked but just thrilled! We found out super early because she measured me to only be 14 weeks 4 days. Words just can't describe this experience, we are so happy and excited to be having a little boy due next spring! You can see in the picture that I'm beginning to pop out more and more. I must do a pretty good job disguising it, because several people have been amazed that I'm "so tiny" for being 15 weeks now. I don't feel tiny, and I don't feel very cute pregnant either! I'm hoping as I begin to pop more I'll start feeling better, but I have a feeling embracing all these bodily changes isn't as easy as I thought it would be.

I'm an emotional rollercoaster...

Somedays I feel like I have multiple personalities.. Silly things that never would have made me wanna cry now do. It doesn't matter if it's something happy, goofy, sad, or frustrating every emotion seems to end in me feeling like I'm about to burst into tears. Ted's been a trooper and has dealt with my ups and downs like a pro, but Savannah's at the lovely age of 2 1/2 so sometimes it feels like her joy in life is pushing mom to her limit.

Sleep is beginning to get a little bit better, but still not sleeping through the night. I'll wake up somewhere between 3 and 5 and be fully awake, debating if I should get up and get a head start on a productive day. I have yet to actually get out of bed that early, it seems like I fall back aleep right before my alarm and then I have the hardest time getting out of bed ontime. It's funny how that works..

My tummy has popped! :) I noticed a bump two weeks ago and it's gradually getting bigger. The thought of how big I'm going to get is starting to make me worry. I gained about 6 pounds in the first trimester which isn't too bad, but the baby books are saying a pound a week for the next two trimesters! I like having something I'm familiar with to compare the baby's size to and my weekly updates tell me he/she is the size of a lemon!

I'm off to play kitchen with missy Lou so stay tuned for more updates soon<3

Week 13

This picture was taken back at week 8, Savannah was trying to feel the baby. Her fits of outrage and jealousy whenever Ted or I go near another child are beginnig to get a little better. As she plays with her dolls she's starting to say things like "this is my little sister" so it's giving us hope that this may not be quite as bad as we thought it would be. She's still extrememly possesive and the only way I'm allowed to hold another baby is if she's holding it with me. We've told her a few times that there's a baby in mommy's tummy but she doesn't really understand, she just says "Is it crying?" lol

So far I've had it pretty easy with this pregnancy. I think the hardest thing has been the fatigue, especially because I'm not sleeping well. I started waking up several times throughout the night and chalked it up to being worried about spilling the beans to my parents. Now that that's over with I SHOULD be sleeping better, but I'm not! I'm beginning to wonder if we need a new mattress, which may be the case, but it seems silly that it would be affecting me this early. I may try drinking a warm glass of milk to see if that helps, YUK, but we'll see if I can keep it down!

I'm also getting a little pickier with my food. Certain things sound good one minute then terrible the next! I'm also getting grossed out a lot easier by foods and their textures. I've always had wierd things about certain textures but it seems to be worse now. If it wasn't for fruit and chocolate milk I'd be starving! Salads and garlic bread have been a few other things that seem to top my list at the grocery store.

I need to go make beds and get ready for the day, will post again soon! xoxo

Surprise!

To our delight and surprise we have recently found out that we are having a baby!! This was NOT planned, but we are very excited and want to share all the details! I'm about 12 weeks now which makes me at the end of the first trimester, and puts the due date just a week or so after Savannah's birthday. Luckily I only had a little bit of morning sickness over a short three week span and it was before all the wedding events, so we managed to keep our little secret. I've been working on better managing my diet, getting all the necessary nutrients and lots of water. However, Dr. Pepper is my biggest downfall! It sounds good 24/7 and to keep myself from caving completely I have to give into a sip or two when Ted gets one!

Baby is said to be about the size of a lime, 2 inchs long and weighs about 1- 1/2 ounces. The reflexes are beginning to develop and will soon be able to open and close the hands and curl the toes.

Will stay in touch and post again soon! All my love <3

Wedding Bliss

I feel so funny blogging, but thanks to some friends I have realized that this can be such a great tool in communicating with so many loved ones out there!

The wedding craziness has come to an end. October 2nd was a day I will never forget! It was the most gorgeous, perfect day of my life. It was everything I have ever wanted and so much more! I married a wonderful man, and had the wedding of my dreams! So many family and friends came from all over to support and celebrate with us which made the day that much better. The whole experience felt like a fairytale and as excited as I am to be married, I'm almost sad that it's over. A years wort of anticpation and excitement for that one big day is now over. Although, I'm now looking forward to seeing all the pictures and video, hoping it captured some of those small details I was too busy for and missed out on. I fought back tears all day long and managed to keep my makeup in tact and eyelashes on! :)

We just got back from our honeymoon in Tahoe and it was fabulous! We were there for Tahoe's first snowfall of the season, which made for a chilly weekend- but lots of snuggling and hot chocolate made it perfect! Our house is coming together and is starting to feel more and more like home sweet home. Savannah LOVES her new room, it's pink everywhere! I'll try and get pictures of the place up soon. Ted and I have felt so incredibly blessed this past year from all the family and friends that constantly surround us with their love and support. We're excited for the many years to come, and are looking forward to the upcoming holidays and this next years events.

Thank you cards are waiting, but I'll be back soon to post some more! <3